I saw Wicked for the first time last week at the Paramount and I absolutely loved it. Sitting there watching this musical made me forget about everything...my bills, work, dating, and everything. I was so enchanted with the music and acting that nothing existed outside of the Paramount theater. It was simply amazing!
Sometimes I wish my life was like a musical with dancing, singing, and have a happy ending. It makes me want to be happy all the time. Who wouldn't want that?! Just watching reminded me of my childhood where my mother wanted my sister and I to develop our voice. Just what if I took a different route in my life when I was younger and truly worked on my singing. Would I have made it to some Broadway musical or sing in some night club? I've asked that question many times before and don't really have an answer for it. I love to sing, but not necessarily in the view of others. I don't think I have the confidence to do what the cast of Wicked does. I can barely belch out my voice even by myself. I feel like I hold back because I'm afraid and it makes me think that I've been holding back like that for most of my life. Why do I always seem to be embarrassed with things, even when there's no reason to be embarrassed?
I don't know... When I find the answer, I may just post it.
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